I screwed my finals due to lack in English proficiency. Many gals there were actually degree holders. The competition is really strong out there. It's really depressing to see something that you've work so hard for to be gone is just 15 mins. Many suggest me to try other airlines. However, I feel that if I want I will aim for the best. My dream is to don the blue kebaya to work! Sad enough, I still have to face the reality. ):

Nevertheless, I decide to further my studies in SIM for 2 years 1st. I realized that a education is really a important factor. I once got in with a O' lvl cert and now even if I have a diploma it isn't good enough for them. No wonder SIA is called the cream of the crops. Now I get it. I will not be a sour apple and I shall move on and upgrade myself. After I got my degree in Marketing after 2 years, I shall try to fulfill my dreams again. I guess that this shall be the best option now. I've read a lot of blogs about stewardess trying to do a part time degree while flying. Most of them failed miserably. Perhaps after flying, you don't really have to mood to study anymore and it's really tiring to change flights just to attend your classes. I have to bid SIA a temporary goodbye and I shall try again when I'm prepared.

Deeeeeeeepressssssssssssssssedddddd.